Im in his hands.

Part of me is probably glad taht opne day i will be the person preaching sermons... because i have aconfession to make!

I SUCK at listening to sermons!!
Like i'll listen, ill get the gist, but sometimes ill get confused between what was said, and what i dreamt up in my head... i day dream, i go off on random thoughts... i find it really really hard to tune in!
Dont get me wrong, i have heard some great sermons in my life, iv heard some recently, but ask me to repeat what was said, or tell you what it was about.... i probably would look at you witha bit of an ahhhhh ummmm... yeah! kinda look hehe

I knwo that one day i will have people who probably will be the same to me, have no idea what i spoke about, probably some who wont even listen, and hey.. iw ont judge them heheh

But one thing that i do remmeber, is teh songs taht are used, i am teh kinda person who is more affected bya song, a message of a song. I can hear a worship song once and come out singin almost every word.. forgetting teh sermon yes.. but knowing the song ;P

its great being apart of my corps songster brigade and being abel to regularly hear songs taht tell stories, that give messages of salvation and hope and love. These are the things taht touch me and give me strength, the songs taht go through my head that so often are exactly what i need in that moment is my blessing from God.

at the moment the song that has touched me is I'm in his hands ( ding ding ding.. you win if you guessed it based on teh very subtle title heheh)
Someoen could preach at me for 3 hours on teh fact that God has my days planned, and has set me apart, and i would.. well honestly probably not last taht long.... but play me this 3 minute song and it is so clear to me.

I love music, and throughout my life music has touched me where nothing else could... a song once stirred my heart so massively it made em kick some bad habbits and live fully, the salvo tune Lord of creation made commitment so real to me i accepted my call to officership, the song i surrender all brought me into a relationship with christ ( and i continue to cry EVERYTIME i hear it... shame!) hehe

basically... i dont knwo what im tryin to say in this blog... maybe its taht if u ever wanna tell em somethin and u wnat em to listen, u shoudl sing it to me? mm, i dunno
I Just knwo That God uses different ways to speak to different people, and with em tahst music.

and i also wanan share this song with you all
This, Im in his ahnds song
knowin taht no matter how daunting your future may be, It is planned and guided and known by someone Amazing :)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ighpk8Dlwz4